it hasnt changed.

this is frikken ridiculous, no matter what i do &nd I’m still insecure; everyone thinks that I don’t have nothing to worry about but that’s not what I feel. to me when I look in the mirror I think I’m an average looking person with a kind of chunky frame &nd jus nothing special. people that know me say the complete opposite but nothing anyone tells me feels like the truth. ugh I’m so hard head &nd stubborn it’s hard for me to believe anything anyone tells me; dammit this isnt good at all. I’ve been trying to change that but it’s not working.
